@revoltingthing@onpuresu that’s falling for the tricks of your ed, it teaches you that all of it is comforting. that’s also considerably common among disordered people and is just a form of self destruction and self sabotage, it doesn’t prove that ed’s aren’t compulsive, and doing it because you “chose”
rare aesthetic being anorexic and skipping the rest of health class so you don’t have to be there to talk about eating disorders and become heavily triggered by it