If I ever grow up to be 18 I'm going to change my entire identity, my name and everything really. Probably will stay in the country I'm in though. I hate living with this disgusting body full of guilt and so much other shit.
It disgusts me how I've been practically an abuser and a victim in situations. I'm an absolute sicko. The ages I've fucking hurt people was like ⁹, ¹⁰, ¹¹ Im gonna vomit, please I've changed.
genuinely what the fuck do you do if it was cocsa because both of you don't have a developed brain or anything. From that point in life you have to just move on, I've changed. I really have, I know what not to do and what to do now why am I still rotting in this ocean of guilt.