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Ngetwitnya mut-mutan, so it depends on me.

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And if love ever finds me again, i hope it's someone who brave enough to stay, and choose me over and over again even things get hard he never walks away.

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@onemonthnotice Coba tanya yg lain kak, beda orang🙏🏻

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Maybe this is what they called adulthood, neither happy nor sad. Flat, boring.

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So tell me, where shall i go?
To the left, where nothing's right?
Or to the right, where nothing's left?

-unknown-

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Life's been messy lately.

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Nothing ended, nothing began.

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Gapapa, kita tata lagi pelan pelan semua yg berantakan:)

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Proses ikhlas bukan satu garis lurus. Ada hari ketika kamu merasa damai, ada hari dimana luka itu bergema lg. Bukan berarti gagal, namun bukti bahwa kamu terus mencoba hingga kelak dadamu tak lagi sesak atas apa yg menyakitkan, dan hanya kpd Allah kamu gantungkan harapan
-Unknown

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You're my sober, when im on the floor🌻

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Kacaw balaw, udh mulai segininya 😭

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Tiba tiba ditelfon bu karu cuma buat nanya "malem mingguan sama siapa saf?" 😭😭

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... : "aku bingung km knp"
... : "pikir aja sendiri"

Padahal aku jg gatau aku knp tapi yaudah lah gengsi udh terlanjur marah 😭

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Gimana bisa ada manusia sesabar itu🥲

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Mencoba memulai sesuatu yg 5 tahun lalu i put at the back of my mind karena ngerasa masih jauh, belum punya bekal, kapasitas, dan kemampuan yg cukup dalam segala aspek. Bismillah aja dulu:)

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Isn't it something fun to u to see me breaking? Go on. Sakit, tapi gapapa kan udah biasa:)

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Dan baru aja ngeh ada postingan itu semalem padahal udh diupload berhari hari lalu:)

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"yhaa papa lah" hits me, slaps me, and leaves me with a heavy breath and shaking hands.

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Maybe he was right that everyone has their own definition of "happiness". Because his happiness is about himself and all the achievement he got, meanwhile my happiness is about to make my closest ones happy.

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Cause you will never know how this affects me, how this hurts me, and how this makes me wonder "do i deserve this?" over and over.

Or simply bcs you just don't wanna know bcs all that matters to you ya just you:)

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They said "peace comes when u realize that everthing that's out of your control should be out of your mind" but what if this really shattering me as a human being?

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Tragedy was our destiny, and we are both too foolish to stop.