This is so perfectly written. I don’t think I’ve ever related to anything as much.
Most of my memories from that time feel hazy bc it was such a difficult period for me. I spent so much time disconnected, isolating myself and being avoidant. I can’t help but feel as though
Cried so much this year, l really hope I'm much happier next year. It's one of the things I'm praying for. A joy that stays. A joy that is not easily shaken.
met someone my age who’s rich, successful and accomplished. never wasted a day in life, knew what career they wanted at 16 and stuck with it. meanwhile im still trying to find my spot somwhere. im thankful for everything i really am but life can be so fucking unfair sometimes
new levels of intimacy to unlock with an entirely different stranger? vulnerability all over again. Now I have to rehash the story that shape the trajectory of my life all over again? Let alone having to learn their interests? Seems like an awful lot
The psychology of things as they stand concludes that people who deserve the least demand the most. Whether in business or dating.
Someone will low ball you an offer but place the highest demands on the delivery.