ion know why nigga always wanna get with me be whores & as soon as i leave now they wanna go on a journey to better themselves & stop being lustful & get they shit together 😭😭😭😭😭 like please get the hell on
You’ll try to leave multiple times, most times you will go back, and then finally one day you find one small reason to be gone forever. It’ll be the first time in a long time you feel free.
I wanna experience a man loving me so much, that hurting me is unfathomable to him… even when we’re not seeing eye to eye and our worst days i’m still the apple of his eyes.
I don’t always notice how much being left out has affected me until l realise I hesitate to join anything unless someone invites me first. It has quietly shaped the way I move through spaces, making me second guess whether I’m truly wanted there or just tolerated. Even simple participation starts to feel like something I need permission for. And sometimes, I wonder if I learned to stay out of things not because l wanted to, but because I got used to not being included.
Sometimes, God will pull you away from people you thought would be in your life forever, not to punish you, but to protect you. He sees what you can't, hears conversations you weren't meant to and removes what's blocking your blessings. Trust the separation, even when it hurts. What's meant for you will never require you to beg, chase or lose yourself.