the first thing people tell u when they hear that you’re not happy with living is to realize the good and cherish your worth but what if that’s the problem. what if im so aware of how worthy i am of being loved but no one unconditionally loves me for me. then what
i genuinely forgot what it feels like to have someone care about me. i feel like a shell of a person. like a floating space. i don’t wanna be on this earth anymore. i’m tired of trying to exist in a world where im so alone. nothing good lasts and most of the time that’s on me