βThe pain of today means the useless meaning of tomorrow β
is a LIE from Satan.
The pain in the midnight hour had purpose for the joy that came in the morning love!!
I miss having a real life in person friend to hang out with that I actually have real things in common with. Similar interests and the same beliefs. I miss having a best friend that knows me well that I feel totally comfortable with.
So I have a βfriendβ who Iβm really starting to feel like isnβt my friend. If I donβt reach out to her, I never ever hear from her. Like ever. Iβm ALWAYS the one checking in, sending texts, saying happy birthday, holiday greetings etc. This isnβt friendship.
Respectfully, I donβt go above and beyond for ppl anymore. I meet you as far as you meet me. I speak to you as much as you speak to me. I include you as much as you include me. Idc about the principle, Iβm just sayinβ¦β¦
People that play victim & emotionally gaslight on a consecutive loop will continue to allow themselves to be blinded by the false perception of
βtheyβre right, youβre wrongβ.
Thatβs all it is.
Their actions stem from how they feel about themselves because they know they wrong.
When I met Jesus I was in a place of pain, heartache & desperation, thatβs how I know God doesnβt want perfection from us. He wants a heart thatβs willing to surrender all to let Him heal the wounds we have the inability to heal ourselves. Go to Him vulnerably, not perfectly.
Only thing I hate about falling out with people is the version of their story they go tell πππππ cause ima tell the whole truth even the part that make me look crazy but people be LYING, telling half stories cause they need sympathy or Couldn't IMAGINE people not being
We have to stop hiding struggles and hard to talk about things, thatβs so unauthentic and creates an image of perfection when we ainβt that at all. Only Jesus is.
You ainβt alone, Iβve wanted to give up too, I wanted to go back to the world but lemme tell you how I got out of that . Thats the content move on this end.
Religious people will hurt your feelings and betray you, donβt let that hurt be the reason you potentially block out a true Godly friend. Use discernment.
( 1 John 4:1 )