shadow || edtwt ⛓️

24 || goth lesbian || she/any || ocd audhd etc || lw: 85lbs || cw: ?? || hw: 145lbs || 5’2

[shadow || edtwt ⛓️ @shadow3drtwt]

if you know me please do us all a favor and block me thanks ⛓️💀🥀

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at work waist bc idek man #edrtwt realistic bcs for a working adult 😭😭😭😭⏰

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idk if im even a little skinny #edrtwt

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470 cal omad 🤞

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ughh so im at the part of my ed where if i dont work until later in the day i eat all my cals at like 8am because i cant stop thinking abt food and if i just eat them all then i dont have to think abt eating again until the next day :((

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@blk4blk_luv lollll theres no way. if i had to guess for myself id probably say around 115-110 based on when i relapsed . my lw is 85 and i looked ten thousand times thinner back then 🤞🤞

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#edrtwt guess my weight because i dont have a scale LOL! rip

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@blk4blk_luv 5’2 yaaaaawn

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my thigh getting a little skinny maybe #edrtwt

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waiting to be picked up for work . yes i should have worn a bra. idgaf.

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i weigh everything also 👍 but i have ocd. my gf knows i have an ed but im able to get away with weighing because of the ocd.

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i also eat pizza hot pockets (270) and other “junky” foods that arent actually very high cal to look inconspicuous. i even ate a donut for breakfast the other day.

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but i dont drive so i get rides everywhere. so if i have a scale it will be obvious. i might doordash myself a scale on a day my gf works and im off or something :( idk :( i just wanna know. i wouldnt be able to weigh every day but rn i have no idea where im at.

[shadow || edtwt ⛓️ @shadow3drtwt]

ive been relapsed for over 2 months now and i havent weighed myself a single time 😵‍💫😵‍💫 ive only had 2 b*nges maybe 3 and they were all times my roommates got pizza lol. anyway. i do want to weigh myself

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i was too lazy to cook pasta so i just ate a bowl of seasoned shredded chicken because i didnt want it to go bad… lol… #edrtwt

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im still convinced im not losing anything even tho i literally fit into 000 pants 😭😭 i havent weighed myself a single time (i share a room with my gf) so i have no idea where im at. #edrtwt