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[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

I hope you don't mind that I was bored and added some funneh sound effects to this animation—
@Rattetytat
#thefreakcircus #tfc

[Rattetytat🐹 @Rattetytat]

Nom noms

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

Simping over a fictional clown

[Robin @NicoRobin_XYZ]

If you’re 22+ and unmarried, wtf are you doing?

[RAJIKOO @rajikooku]

At the end of the day, I still do think that the TFC community in general is absolutely amazing and I met so many kind and wonderful people in it
Every tree will drop some bad apples here and there sometimes, doesn't mean the tree itself is bad
Also, TFC healed me in a way

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

Legit restraining myself from buying some AliExpress stuff and waiting for the EU merch because he's doing it all alone and I want to support him...
I will have to start making more money so I could support him on his Patreon, HE NEEDS OUR SUPPORT AND LOVE!

[Daniel 🔞 @sukiafterdark]

The downside to keeping a professional and appropriate social media presence for the game often means so much pain, stress and hard work is missed that is happening behind the scenes.

It’s a good thing I haven’t seen any of these toxic bad-faith takes personally because I would instantly appear in their homes and hide lego bricks in their shoes

To those fans: stop assuming every little action or inaction is done with malice. Grow the fuck up and start being kinder to the people around you. You don’t know what this man puts himself through, especially because this game was originally just a fun fucking little hobby project that literally blew up in popularity over a few scant months. He could have dropped it entirely on several occasions, but he pushes through all of the stress and the intense learning curves of being a game developer and business owner because he loves the story he’s telling and he genuinely loves that it’s impacted people in such a positive way.

And if you want to see that warmth and kindness in fandom, you need to foster it— or it, along with the media you claim to enjoy and respect, will die out completely.

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

I'd kidnap him

[Pizz @Pizz_99]

방청소 하다가 잡았는데 이거 쥐인가요??

[jii .𖥔 ݁ @jiipiix]

another communication fail #tadc

[RAJIKOO @rajikooku]

rare Pierrot doodle

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

@SAtlastara @ShinofyreVT What you just said made absolutely 0 sense.
She stated she rejects commission requests that contain AI images, because she doesn't support AI at all.
Think before you say something.

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

HELP WHAT

[meo 💤 @jabafaic]

SHES FEEDING HER ART TO AI!!!! CANCEL GANGLE!!!!

[𐂂 @7line_0]

공식이 사인을 주셨다!!!
공식이!!!! 사인을!!!!!!!! 주셨다!!!!!!!!!!!
🥺🥺🥺
#thefreakcircus

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

That's nice and all, but I also have a BPD and I'd never use someone's trauma against them in an argument.

[Emerald Apple @AI_EmeraldApple]

Deme, the VTuber, has BPD, borderline personality disorder.

It's something I have relatively intimate knowledge of, as my sister has BPD, and I had a coworker whose wife has BPD.

They have intense, rapidly shifting emotions with fear of abandonment, along with huge defensive responses. They have the uncanny ability to always see themselves as the victim, no matter what the context is or the circumstances, and due to the impulsivity in their "defense," they can become quite unhinged.

People with BPD also have solidly black and white thinking, seeing the world in a us vs them mentality, which is how she can justify her vile attack against Chibi. These people practically never take accountability, fault, or anything, often blaming everyone else except themselves.

They will frequently engage in DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender). They will deny the wrongdoing and then attack the person raising the concern, often in a screaming, emotionally volatile tone, and then reverse the original instigator as the victim.

They can often "mask" their symptoms in a public setting for a while, often for many years, but after enough stressors mount, they crack and that mask slips off.

She can blame it all on PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) all she wants, but her behavior is textbook BPD... the same kind of toxic behavior my sister displayed, and the same stories from my coworker with the BPD wife.

Some of the stories include ones like the BPD wife intentionally harming herself, often seriously enough to be hospitalized, only to blame it on the husband, or even reframing it because the "husband" was emotionally abusive. Similarly, my sister has self-harmed on multiple occasions only to escape discipline from my parents, for fear she might escalate. My sister's husband was also blamed for all the "ruination" that "he" caused against her.

The coworker and my sister's husband both shared the same phenotype. Quiet, reserved, nice, and harmless... but you can tell behind all of it, they were deeply in love but also deeply scared of their spouse... not knowing when the next blowup is going to be.

The Simps for women with BPD can be just as toxic, as their pull during the good moments can be legitimately magnetic, and they form strong parasocial bonds with creators such as her. People with BPD, when they are happy, are very charismatic, charming, and very warm... almost a complete mirror reverse of the depth of their toxic downward spiral.

The simps become blinded by her toxic nature, reinforce her DARVO attacks, and so many idealize women with mental illnesses. "That crazy chic" is the trope that so much of the simp economy is catered to.

TLDR... Stay away from people with BPD. They are dangerous and will often ruin your life, even through a parasocial lens, and treatment often has limited success.

[Blueberry Paint 🫟🫐 •|| VGEN OPEN COMMS @blueb_paint]

Y/N being Delulu for Pierrot #thefreakcircus #fyp #animation #pierrot #tfc

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

This is the face he makes when we talk about something sexual with him. I know he has some dirty, kinky ass thoughts behind those eyes...

[LYN ✦ @ikuramachi]

can he stop making this face dude I’m gonna burst he’s so cute

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

@trisaleon 22

[Shadow @shadow_muerte]

He worsened my BPD I spiralled every fucking day

[୨୧ @stupifbunny]

when i miss him i just remember he had me acting like this

[Sora Solaris🔞/COMMS OPEN @SoraSolaris]

Angry Pierrot (w.i.p.) #thefreakcircus #pierrot #Harlequintfc