β youβre a mess of good intentions gone wrong. you strike a match on yourself to keep others warm, and now the whole worldβs on fire. you try to put it out, and you try so hard. the dam breaks, and the waters of your sorrow pour free.
@internimpulse βitβs gonna be hard and intense, yeah.β
he nodded slowly in agreement even though lennon couldnβt see, letting out a sigh as he stopped what he was doing to run his fingers through his hair. βdo you think youβll be awake when i get to the hospital?β he asked.
βi donβt know if he needs me yet. he doesnβt know what he needs.β
he explained softly as he let out a sigh. βheβs currently stuck in the bathroom with ali.β
@internimpulse βi think heβs struggling with processing whatβs going to happen tomorrow.β
he responded as he let out a shaky breath. βhe keeps saying his stomach hurts, but i think itβs anxiety or something.β
@internimpulse βno, i donβt think heβs throwing up. i just think he canβt move right now.β
he explained as he began walking around the kitchen to clean up more, a way of distracting himself.
βi canβt do that? i know you donβt like being alone in the hospital?β
he rambled as he held his phone to his ear, his eyebrows furrowed slightly.
βyou know thatβs the only way weβre getting you out of that hospital room, baby.β
he explained softly as he let out a shaky breath. βi might get to the hospital late tonight. i want to make sure josh is okay before i leave him, ali and zoie.β
he could sense her hesitation even through the phone, nodding slowly as he sighed.
βokay, baby. iβll talk to your doctors or something when i get there later.β he said softly.
βi knowβ but relax.β
he said softly as he picked his phone up from where heβd set it on the counter so she could be on speaker, taking it off speaker to hold to his ear. βwe can make it work, right? be there for josh?β