No matter what I will make trading work
I will have the dream life I always wanted
I will gain that freedom
I will be close to god and give him all my glory
My time is coming
I been working work since 2020 on this.
I trust gods timing
August 23 2026
Day 52 - following my rules and discipline until I get a payout
PNL= +$250
Ending a friday with a +$50 after being up +$150 made a lot of mistakes will learn and move on.
October update.
Day 51 - following my rules and discipline until I get a payout
PNL = +$2780
Took 3 trades today
Trade 1 - 5 Min low retest to downside (LOSS)
Trade 2 - PMH/5Min HIgh retest (LOSS)
Trade 3 - PMH/5min High rejection reversal (WIN)
Keep fighting keep pushing and work harder then you ever had.
All glory to god!
Day 50 - following my rules and discipline until I get a payout
PNL= -$2870
Took two trades with my HTF/MT Bias
Trade 1 - 5min reversal (LOSS)
Trade 2 - re-entered 5min low reversal (LOSS)
I still haven't got a payout and its been 50 days of straight following my rules and system and its been more honestly 50 days is when I started documentary my journey and each day I but it in hours of backtesting and trying to make it work. Its so difficult 2-3 red days can wipe everything. I have 5 lighting funded accounts and getting to $3k profit feels so hard when you are risking 200-300 per trade with 1.5:1RR.
idk how long it will take I'm trying my best right now but nothing is working.
I was up max +1300 on these accounts was half way there and everything gone just like that and with less then 700 drawdown left I have
I guess god is still testing me more. Idk what to say I want to be upset with god because everything I been working for past years not rewarding even when I focus on the process part but I still get provided, but end of the day its me clicking buttons so its mine fault. Accountability
Day 49- following my rules and discipline until I get a payout.
PNL= -$2250
Took two trades today
Trade 1 - 5Min low retest with HTF/MTF bearish (Loss)
Trade 2 - Rejection of Supply zone to downside with HTF bias (Loss)
I follow my bias from HTF and entered with a good risk, the market decided to just blast up. Hate when this happens cant do anything instead of trying to learn from I could had done better.
Thank you god anther opportunity to learn I know I want this payout and I am still $2500 away from getting it but I will do wherever it takes to do it the right way.
Day 48 - following my rules and discipline until I get a payout
PNL = +$1425
Took 1 trade today
Trade 1 - PMH/5min high retest
Overall bias on 4 hour was bearish but 1hour and 15min had bullish volume
Trend is your friend
All glory to god thank you for everything!
I will make trading work. I will put in all the work that is required to master myself in this career. God gave me this opportunity
I will make trading work. I will put in all the work that is required to master myself in this career. God gave me this opportunity
I will make trading work. I will put in all the work that is required to master myself in this career. God gave me this opportunity
Day 47- following my rules and discipline until I get a payout
PNL= -$3395
Took 3 trades today and every single one was a bad play
Trade 1 - 5min Low reversal
Trade 2 - 15min Low reversal
Trade 3 - 15min Low reversal
All trades I didn't wait for my confirmation on top went against the trend from my bias and lastly revenge traded the last trade.
Not proud of my work today, first time feeling like I broke my rules all of my weeks profits wiped off in one mistake. WIll prepare myself for the greater version this weekend
GOD IS GREAT!
Day 46 - Following my rules and discipline until I get a payout
PNL= +$910
Took 1 trade
Trade 1 - 5min high reversal followed with HTF/MTF bear trend
EVERYTHING I HAVE IS BECAUSE OF GOD! ALL GLORY TO GOD!
I used to think having a high win rate was everything.
If I lost a trade, I felt like I was doing something wrong.
Over time I realized thatβs not how trading works.
You can be wrong a lot and still make money if your winners are bigger than your losers.
All you need is a 40% win rate with a 1:2 RR