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@confess4shtwt I did something like this last week and I personally consider it a suicide attempt-attempt. Whatever it is, not having an actual attempt doesn’t mean your pain is any less real or valid.

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@birdsmainn I would die happy if I got my hands on one of those

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@pxnselenos I also have a BPD dx and feel the same way sometimes. Something that helps me is to remember that everyone with BPD presents differently, there are 256 possible symptom combinations to qualify for the dx. Theoretically 2 people both with BPD could only share 1 symptom in common

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@filtilism ITS AWESOME OMG I love it so much

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@confess4shtwt Good, best to keep it this way. This is the safe mindset and I hope you don’t get desensitized out of it.

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@confess4shtwt I can’t speak for others but I can say this is 100% not true for me. I am under no delusion that I am “the worst case ever” - that is as impossible as being the “thinnest”. I genuinely care about others and I’ve experienced firsthand how life-ruining this behaviour can be.

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@confess4shtwt I would be just as infuriated if someone treated me, as someone who cuts to muscle, as somehow “worse” than someone who “barely breaks skin”. It is literally the same thing. I am not pretending the sh is medically equal but there is no difference in any way that actually matters.

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Currently scrolling through my profile deleting posts because I feel like a pretentious and insufferable attention seeker :D

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@upt1ll_m1dn1ght Congrats!! This is absolutely a big accomplishment, I’m proud of you :)

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@axesattic Me too, almost every time I sh I’m prescribed them, and sometimes even before I get an infection as “precaution”. And it’s always 4x a day so I can never keep up / always end up missing doses

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I think my potion would probably be infused with nightshade or cyanide

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@6h14_6h15_6h23 Stitches if possible, if not try for some diy closure with steri strips or medical tape. Cover it with a clean dressing (not toilet paper!) and change bandages every day. Gl <3

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@SasoNotSuicidal Don’t worry about it, I’m sure you didn’t have any malicious intent 🤍

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@aratinabottle Cool antagonist that everyone is secretly rooting for instead of the protagonist

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@borderlinebi121 @Strawbeary_Bea Do you need more mods by any chance? I’d be happy to help out if needed

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Today’s to do list !

Not listed: DON’T SH !! (The hardest task out there :/ )

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@starviingdoll This is so cute! I love it 💕

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@julesshedtwt HELP 💀

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@ruinedbybipolar 🎀 definitely and a little bit of 💐 only because I have social anxiety and I'm scared of everyone