read the fic where shane becomes a real estate agent after a hockey injury and ilya is a difficult client that keeps saying no to his perfect showings then u finally realize its bc they werent accessible for shanes leg disability and ilya was thinking of their future together
“but not like i love you. that's the worst fucking part of all this is. that all I want is you. i’m so in love with you and don't know what to do about it.” this changed us as a society