Having a lot of anxiety attacks this week. It normally starts on a thought, then overthinking, then starting to get itchy all over my body and skin is getting warmer, my chest exploding, my mind not stopping. Idk whats with me
The eyes hold the truth of the pain and regrets we try to hide inside. When the heart hurts, our lips can fake a smile but the eyes wont lie. (Just keeping tracks of my crying sesh - i cry so easily these days π)
Putting this here no matter how ugly this shit is (good thing no one follows me) so when I find everlasting happiness (if I find it), then I can look back and thank the girl who fought depression, loneliness, and anxiety for years ALONE.
Behind the mask - getting home from work but staying hours inside the car (i often record myself crying to remind my OK self what I dont want to go thru again)