I think the most ridiculous part about the idiots that say this shit is they somehow think there is just no gay people in Palestine😭 AND people who are queer get killed HERE, why do you never bring that up?
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 yes because he eventually warms up to him. but that doesn’t take away from the fact that he was cautious for reasons that would ultimately effect him more, considering that he knew troy as homophobic and racist before lol
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 but it does because shane was prioritizing ilya the way he knew how, and the way he thought was right. ilya never voiced that he wanted something different so shane never knew 💀
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 rr also ignored his race multiple times and wrote him as autistic and spoke about it much later. so forgive me for not taking whatever that girl says into account
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 and shane does prioritize him, in every way he can while also trying to prioritize himself. shane didn’t know he wasn’t giving ilya “enough” bc ilya NEVER communicated that. shanes not at fault for ilyas inability to communicate, hes not a mind reader. He thought he was doing
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 i said jealousy was only part of it. it was mostly the fact that troy was a homophobic and racist asshole the last time shane encountered him
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 a little jealous yes, but he also says that the troy he knew.. the one who hung out with homophobic and racist dallas and enabled that behavior isn’t trustworthy. in every way that is absolutely cautious for good reason 💀
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 i didn’t say his feelings were unreliable i said the thoughts depression was giving him are. not just to the readers.. to himself 😭 u said it yourself that ilya feels like a burden, that comes with thoughts and insecurities that are not true or reliable to reality.
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 plus most of the communication to shut down was ilya shutting down, largely due to his depression so its not like its not understandable, but shane never really shut ilya down on anything besides troy, and again that was for a very good reason.
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 when did i say that at all? 😭 i mentioned that ilyas internal insecurities around shane were mostly due to his depression and not necessarily because they were actually happening. Most of what he said internally he never communicated with shane, and shane never did those things
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 you keep mentioning “shanes plan” like he was the only one that came up with it. MOST of their issue was the fact that ilya never communicated that he wasn’t into the plan anymore. Shane had no reason to think it was causing him problems, and when he DID, ilya shut him down.
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 has an issue with this, is very clearly unreliable considering most of his insecurities with shane were BECAUSE of his depression not because of shane directly. The depression that mind you shane asked/tried to help him with on multiple occasions.
@1lyatwt@Hollzy2013 the only time shane ever “belittled” ilya is maybe with the weed comment 😭 if u want to talk abt belittling how abt all the times ilya poked fun at his eating habits in front of people? or made fun of his quirks out of deflection? and in the text where ilya apparently