the last few months was my hardest. but got out of it with a stronger mind, softer heart, and i do not intend to go back to it. i will always cherish the people who helped me out of it.. even with the act of listening alone. the only way is up now!
i want my sense of urgency to go away then i get anxious because why in the world would i want something like that in the middle of having a close deadline
i met the saddest version of me this year. i lost my spark, mind, and everything. felt completely undone, but i believe i'll find my way back.
this year just holding my breath, hoping and praying for better days to come and stay, hopefully next year will be better. aamiin 🤍