HEY . HEY. BRUSH YOUR TEETH AND SHOWER AND DO THE LAUNDRY AND TAKE THE TRASH OUT AND LOVE YOURSELF I LOVE YOU CLEAN YOUR ROOM HUG YOURSELF TALK TO YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY
self-destructive behavior is the only thing keeping me sane throughout all this ironically enuff
maybe i am a shedtwt merchant in the making
when i break out of the Writer's Block this is all great material to base a chapter off o
stop cuddling up in ur bed with her stop giggling and making a scene when i'm trying to actually get shit done for the first time this week stop kicking me out of my own fucking room with 3 hours notice so that you can get your fucking rocks off USE YOUR HAND ITS NOT THAT HARD
i tell myself that none of this social interaction bs matters bc i'm js here to get my degree and GTFO but if that were true i shouldn't be this fuming
i could fake being friendly js fine back then but ig being so worn down js makes that impossible now
i needa reset b4 i SD
@lexaquo_ yea obviously nothing's wrong with it cuz after rowan took plate duty we got it done 3 tries later
we all have our bad days especially me and shedtwt-san @URCFuture_ but the grind never stops.
the worst thing you can do is throw away smth you enjoy... facilitated depression
@URCFuture_ but bedrotting takes too much effort out of me too
you need a certain level of motivation that i don't have to lay around in bed for hours while stomach growl and roomie yell "shower stinky boy"
avolition is no joke... spent 4 hours last nite biting my nails instead of finishing my dickass essay... it's a pain to even walk down da block to eat or move out of an uncomfortable position in bed... i js CAN'T want to