i hate the way feeling left out makes me revert back to feeling like an excluded child & thinking What is wrong with me Why don’t they like me Why don’t they want me there Was it on purpose Why don’t i belong Why didn’t they invite me There must be something Wrong with me
Should be the 4th myth main gimmick trend. Controlling the boys during combat.
Fucking FINALLY 😩 I'm so tired of them blocking mc left and right during battle all the time 🔥🔥🔥
i know this is a typical autism thing but i am always shocked by how affected i am by slight changes in plan . the milkshake machine at the movie theatre was broken & it made me dissociate through half of the film .
casual intimacy has me in a chokehold. like you’re just casually reaching for my hand, pulling me closer when you walk past, fixing my hair, resting your chin on my shoulder… you’re not even flirting, but somehow i’m falling in love.
call me love. call me baby. tell me you love me. hold me in your arms. give me hugs. hold my hand. randomly call me. text me paragraphs. don't be embarrassed. i love it. i love every bit of it
being touchstarved makes you absolutely buckwild when someone does something simple like share a chair with you. like having someone touch your hand with the tips of their fingers shouldn’t feel like so much. it shouldn’t feel like your whole body is going into anaphylactic shock but here we are. here we are
one thing about me is i will always be touching you. sitting next to you? okay our legs are touching. resting my arms? my hand will be on you. we’re walking?? okay u better hold my hand or expect me to touch shoulders with you. we’re standing in the same place for a while? my heads already resting on your shoulder. you want a hug? i’m running to give you one. you want your hair played with? i’m there. i always want to be touching you
is everything just easier for everyone else or am i just super weak and pathetic. why can’t i do things everyone else is able to without issue. am i faking my struggles or are they real. is it all in my head or am i just in my head. how come everyone else is a person but im not