I had a very interesting find in the secondhand bookstore. An old edition (Sars Edition) of Mary Webb’s ´The Golden Arrow.’ It was perhaps a Christmas gift to a loved one in 1949, looking at the writing on front page. What a wonderful literary treasure.
"It hadn't changed, the June Rain.
Heaven opened and the water hammered down, reviving the reluctant old well, greenmossing the pigless pigsty, carpet bombing still, tea-colored puddles the way memory bombs still, tea-colored minds. The grass looked wetgreen and pleased.
" ' .. One look in one's glass, after all!'
She launched the closing words at him on a cry that lifted them above the petulance of vanity; but his sense of his words was lost in the surprise of her face. Under the flying clouds of her excitement..
..But one who passed by said to him:
'There are two worse plights than yours. One is to have no god; the other is to build a mud hut and mistake it for the Parthenon.'"
-The Valley of Childish Things, Edith Wharton
"There was once a man who had seen the Parthenon, and he wished to build his god a temple like it.
But he was not a skillful man, and, try as he would, he could produce only a mud hut thatched with straw; and he sat down and wept because he could not build a temple for his god..
..Saturday will always intervene, and Friday and Saturday will come between me and Thursday. A constant process of adjustment is going on about the past - every ingredient dropped into it from the present must affect the whole.'
-Dimensions for a Novel, Elizabeth Bishop
'This is Sunday. If I try to think of Friday I cannot recreate Friday pure and simple, exactly as it was. It has been changed for me by intervening Saturday. A certain piece of work that on Friday I planned to have finished on Saturday I did not finish. , so that now ..
..looking back from Sunday I discover a certain ironic tinge about Friday evening. Someone came to see me Friday afternoon whom I was delighted to see; but since that time many things have come back to mind and it is impossible to look at the visitor with the eyes of Friday.
"I drink a rusty, icy drink out of the biggest dipper, still, nothing much happens.
We are waiting for a scream. But it is not screamed again, and the red sun sets in silence."
-In the Village, Elizabeth Bishop
"Tomorrow is another day toward death, (which can never happen to me because I am I which spells invulnerable.) Over orange juice & coffee even the embryonic suicide brightens visibly.-
-The Journals of Sylvia Plath
-in the past, in the present, and those years between. It was not even loud to begin with, perhaps. It just came there to live, forever - not loud, just alive forever..."
-In the Village, Elizabeth Bishop
"A scream, the echo of a scream, hangs over that Nova Scotian village. No one hears it; it hangs there forever, a slight stain in those pale blue skies, skies that travelers compare to those of Switzerland, too dark, too blue, so that they seem to keep on darkening a little..
..more around the horizon - or is it around the rims of the eyes? - the color of the cloud of the bloom of the elm trees, the violet on the fields of oats; something darkening over the woods and waters as well as the sky. The scream hangs like that, unheard, in memory -
He looked at her hopelessly. Nothing is more perplexing to man than the mental process of a woman who reasons her emotions."
-Souls Belated, Edith Wharton
" 'It maybe necessary that the world should be ruled by conventions - but if we believed in them, why did we break through them! And if we don't believe in them, is it honest to take advantage of the protection they afford?'
Gannett hesitated. 'One may believe in them or not, but as long as they rule the world it is only by taking advantage of their protection that one can find a modus vivendi.'
'Do outlaws need a modus vivendi?'