Shelby Howard

I am depressed, just no one knows.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Ever just open your phone and shit hits you hard? Cuz yea, me too.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Someone tell me to quit my job. Please.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

I really hate being made the bad guy when I never have ill intent. Okay then don’t talk to me. 🤷‍♀️ I’m so fucking over it at this point. Won’t even admit to anyone we’re friends still anyways so might as well not be.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Hey guys it’s been a minute, unfortunately, I’m really fucking struggling again. My fresh start didn’t last long.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Yall I just crashed out and cut my hair cuz I’m an adult and I wanted to

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

It’s taken me way to long to realize your just embarrassed of me. You’d never publicly admit to being friends with me. Guess I take what I can get at this point.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

You haven’t said love you back in weeks and it hurts. I know I’m a charity case but I just can’t come to terms with that.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

No one let me take anymore pain pills.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

I could have the best night but sometimes at the end of the day, I still hate living. I just want to stop dealing with everything.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Here I am again, never fails to haunt me.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

was anyone gonna tell me how stressful it is to graduate from college, I feel like I should have my life figured out now and I don’t and it’s giving me anxiety 😭😭

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Start taking some responsibility, trust me, you are not always right. No one is.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

I’m so quick to help anyone else struggling but when it comes to me I’m torn. I want someone to comfort me but I also don’t wanna burden anyone with my problems.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Why is it I’ve missed out hanging on Mondays for weeks and the last few weeks that I’ve been free no one wants to fucking do shit. Seriously grinds my gears

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

You realize how terrible you are for threatening our friendship in order to get what you want. I always remember these things.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Hey guys, I’m slowly getting over myself. Kinda banking on being so famous I can tell everyone who did me dirty to go fuck themselves :)

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

I’m so glad I gave my mom my pain pills, cuz tonight would’ve been the night.

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Honestly at this point I want so badly to just be done living

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

My band is literally the only thing keeping my happiness from drifting away completely

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Honestly I don’t know what to say anymore, just when I think things are getting better you turn around and disappoint me…. Again

[Shelby Howard @shelbell124]

Just as I think things are getting better, they literally get worse. Idk why I question my feelings.