shae

▼ anxious hoeletariat screaming irreverent bs into the virtual void ▲ 🐯 // pelik2, macam2. 不是你的菜!!
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[shae @sherylliting]

Been thinking about death a lot. Just wanna say when I die, I DO NOT WANT to be buried in a cement hole like the Catholic graves in Miri.

Bury me in DIRT/SOIL.
Or cremate my body and dump me in the ocean.
PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

[shae @sherylliting]

@neealicious 😢 I really wanna go for today's class. 😔 Lemme know how it goes! Have fun beb

[shae @sherylliting]

My god...again? Idk how long I can tahan this...

[shae @sherylliting]

1 on 1? The tiger.. duh.

[Nature is Amazing ☘️ @AMAZlNGNATURE]

I'm curious...who's winning this fight?

[shae @sherylliting]

Psych. They're both leopards.

[shae @sherylliting]

@Shawn172510 Would you tweet this if it was a man? Or it would've been just a mildly inconvenienced Tuesday?

[shae @sherylliting]

Srsly? Can fight at this hour?

[shae @sherylliting]

Huh... Passive suicide is a thing... 😶‍🌫️

[shae @sherylliting]

I cannot stand these two always fighting and expecting me to side either one of them. This is so unfairrrrrrrr 😢

[shae @sherylliting]

tmr? there's a tmr... tomorrow. tomorrow...

[shae @sherylliting]

Everyday I ask Ah Ma to take me away...

[shae @sherylliting]

Why I attract broken lonely ppl to vent to me ha? I'm broken and sad also leh... And tired. So tired. 🥲

And I end up feeling guilty when I set boundaries. Lagi la tired. 😭

[shae @sherylliting]

Retweeting so I can go down this rabbit hole when I have capacity. Lol

[Dr. Simon @goddek]

HELP, HELP, HELP, TRAFICO, HELP, TERRORISMO, HELP.

What’s going on in LA? 😳

[Troy Proctor 🇺🇸💙 @TroyProctor666]

@creepydotorg That's why I'll never believe the saying that humans are inherently good. In fact, I believe the opposite.

[Nature is Amazing ☘️ @AMAZlNGNATURE]

Let me introduce you to the Melanistic Kodkod or Guiña. Native to central and southern Chile. Smallest wild cat in the Americas, weighing in at 5 lbs on average 😭🐈‍⬛🖤

[shae @sherylliting]

It feels like I'm mildly xauing on my meds. Wtf. 😫 And not in a fun way. 🤢

[shae @sherylliting]

my heart hurts.

[shae @sherylliting]

Wow. I tweeted about it kah? Haha guess what? I did it. Had my appt YTD. Dr was pretty patient with my ramblings and tears.

I could've framed my thoughts better though. I can't tell if he doesn't believe my suspected ADHD/ND. Said possible, but let's treat the depression first.

[shae @sherylliting]

The self loathing is so real. I can't even be an actual adult and get an appointment at the pakar psikologi at the hospital... Just pacing back and forth at the entrance with my referral letter. Until an uncle saw me crying .. and I got embarrassed and left. Fuckin failure.

[shae @sherylliting]

This made me so sad. Because my parents also like that. Idk from anxiety, insecurities, fear? All of the above?? And they get even more lagging behind even though I keep telling them takya takut, who cares if you don't know, can ask the staff and learn slowly. Sigh.

[I'm okay @juliahjohan]

@sara_nikka Yeah. I was gonna say... When I went to Pyramid in say... 2008 with some women from my husband's friend circle, we were hungry so I suggested subway. They didn't wanna
Sbb takut. Tak tahu mcm mana nak order.
No exposure.

[shae @sherylliting]

@sara_nikka Really needed this reminder 😭🥹

[shae @sherylliting]

lmao today? ... Today I chose hatred.