@lowkeynah1 Oh trust me, I love myself and it took so long to get to this point. I won’t let anyone lead me astray. I just want to understand when I actually try with someone, why does it always seem like nothing I do pleases them or makes them trust me, which leads to them doing me green
@soul_on_fire__ It doesn’t matter but I feel like I can still grieve over a freshly dead situation. It’s apart of growing/being a human being who got their feelings hurt.
@soul_on_fire__ It mattered because at the time I wanted to be with them. I’m always going to pick my well-being over anyone’s ignorance of my worth, but it doesn’t mean that I still don’t question why bother me just to hurt me.
@soul_on_fire__ I’m not saying I don’t feel like I’m enough. I’m questioning why do people go through extreme lengths to fwm just to do me wrong & try to make me seem like the problem afterwards? Like no matter how honest or loyal I am, it’s not enough for them.