I hate when people start trying to read between the lines of my very direct, very clear statements. There is no hidden meaning. I said exactly what I meant.
Betrayal isn’t scary because they lied.
It’s scary because they sat there, watched you trust them in real time… and felt absolutely nothing while doing it.
before you go to bed tonight i just want to remind you that you’re going to be okay and you’re going to figure it out. your heart is going to heal. your soul is going to find its home, it’s purpose. you’re going to experience beautiful things. you’re going to love deeply, and find peace within yourself. your whole life is still ahead of you, you have time. trust the process
I’m so burned out and depressed that I feel like I’m regressing as a person. I’ve lost my ability to communicate and genuinely connect with others. I’m so focused on surviving and staying safe in a chaotic world that I’ve forgotten how to socialize or enjoy life. My personality feels muted, my hobbies are gone, and I feel like an empty shell trapped in survival mode instead of truly living. && I hate it here