Nothing more stressful than being a jobless. I prayed for myself to get a job sooner with high salary, 8 hours of work a day, 2 days off, healthy environment, kind coworkers, and the most important thing is Iโm happy while doing it. Amen
I kinda always have this weird feeling sometimes. Like I got worried all the time without knowing what causing it. Then I cried and wanted to end my life. It keeps happening to me. And itโs super tiring. Iโm so exhausted.
Iโm staring at the ceiling of my room, thinking what did I do wrong to deserve all of these shit that happened in my life. Am I not forgiving enough? Am I not patient enough? Am I too full of rage? Self-hatred? Like literally what the fuck is wrong with my life?????
Saw an exโs account today, now I want her to suffer as hell. Apology means nothing without her suffering and chocking in her own blood. Nothing can heal the wounds she caused in me, even till itโs rotten, turns to just flesh and bone the maggots adore