try your hardest to be optimistic. it really does help. no matter what life throws at you, get in the habit of gently reminding yourself “I have so much to be thankful for.” living a life of gratitude will heal you
and this is how most of your life is a haze.
you can’t remember living through them because you weren’t really present.
just there in your head, convincing yourself to stay alive one more day. convincing yourself it gets better.
a soulless, joyless ride.