My mental model is every single thing that happens to me is my fault.All of it.If it rains its my fault ,that's how much controll i want over my life becăuse if it's not my fault i don’t have control of it. If you want to absorb responsibility then you absorb authority over it
It takes more laziness to go to work every single day for the next 40 years than it would be for you to sit and use your mind and try and find a way to escape .You say I'm not lazy, I work everyday but you are lazy because you can't be bored to think outside your box.