I wish to spend ludicrous amounts of money and time on cs2 since I enjoy it, will I ever become truly good at the game? No, if anything I will forever suck and be like dunno face it level 6 or something forever, but I do like the game…. As long as I’m playing with people I know.
@mertvae Thanks but that is false no matter how much I wish to believe that, no matter what somebody will hate me, and I’ve come to accept that somewhat.
As I keep getting bigger and bigger on here follower wise, I start to wonder how many people don’t like me, hate me or have me blocked. I feel like there must be quite a bit of people who have done that, I’m curious about how people see me.
I use leetify and quite like it, it’s really cool to see my cs stats and such, and like I do want to improve in cs so it helps me a bit, also I like that it makes highlights for me if I ask… so that’s cool…. Anyway cool thing it is.
Days like these make me wish I was a woman again, I very much just find my male body disgusting, extremely disgusting and uncomfortable currently. Ahh I thought I was past this feelings but I seemingly aren’t.
Anime girls are so beautiful that I wish I was a woman, so I could be even slightly like them….. but I can’t and never will seemingly, how sad. Well being a man isn’t bad, I like it, just current happenings make me wish other wise and stuff.
There is a world where instead of becoming so in love with Mizuki…. I would have been a Shizuku lover still…, i wonder how much that would have changed things?