bed rotting for days, I haven't brushed my teeth or taken a bath for more than 48hrs, spammed messages across multiple socmed, 7 missed calls, shoving medicine down my throat, pending workloads, inumaga sa cr, morbid drafts on my notes app — I'm getting deja vu and it's scary af
Went out for ice cream at 2am last night. It was raining and I didn't know exactly why but I know hindi sya dahil sa cravings. I'm not Taylor Swift but I still can't believe it coz old habits die screaming.
I never would've imagined na aabot ako sa point na magsosorry ako sa sarili kong nanay sa paghingi ko ng support that I need. I was never a demanding child pero putaa yun na nga lang yung hinihingi ko. Kahit seen sa messages ko di magawa? That's just fucked up.
Pottaa nakakatamad mag review, lumandi kaya ulit ako ng kaklase ko para sipagin ako gumawa ng reviewer para meron akong isesend sa kanya para magpalakas HAHAHA
lahh September na pala? May article talaga akong sinulat about dun pero wag nalang kasi parang wala naman sa branding ko nowadays ang magrelapse HAHAH halungkatin nyo nalang sa drafts ko sa Substack
Pwede mokong yabangan pag dating sa physical prowess at athleticism mo pero kausapin mo nalang ulit ako when you're able to comprehend what I just said. Mag-research ka muna boss hanapan nalang kita ng references at reading materials para dun:)