♡ Marie ♡

𝐄𝐝𝐭𝐰𝐭, 20, she/her, 𝐨𝐜𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐭w𝐭, 𝐛𝐦𝐢25.7, 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐳𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭, lw: 110lbs, gw: 105lbs, #shedtwt , eng/ger

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Unpinning at 150lbs ♡

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Hey so i relapsed .... yay.... i wanna die.... im a loser... im not gonna kms but damn isnt that a good looking option

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

My account just got locked for a retweet?!?!?
(Ignore that i had to record this my phone cant do screenshots)

[skittles ★ -7.6/10 @stainedskittls]

cutting urself when youre a full adult feels so humbling and humiliating. like what the fuck am i doing dude

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

@weaselsanimati1 ...Advice to me. Idk but thats what it was like for me at least. It made me feel less crazy 😅 in the end i didnt tell her a lot of my really bad parts in life though which did impact how well she could help me but i was a minor and scared she would tell my parents

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Im considering getting a therapist... can i just tell them about my ed and tell them i dont wanna recover just so they have a full picture of whats going on in my brain or is that stupid and i should lie?

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

@weaselsanimati1 Its nice. I havent had one in a couple years now but when i had one it was a guarantee that there was someone who listens to me talk and talk about my troubles. I could talk about tiny annoyances or actual deep trauma and she listened equally and was comforting but also gave...

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

I cant do anything right

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Im so fucking miserable i literally tried so hard not to purge and i fucking cant not do it i hate myself my teeth are gonna rot and be disgusting

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

@raincandy_ED Me too its fucking terrible

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Yesterday mom and i picked out food together and kept going back and forth on options like "this ones lower calories and that one has more protein" and she still only thinks im not disordered lol

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Considering getting a job but i would need my mom to drive me and shes the most unreliable fucker ever

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

One and a half years of work down the drain 🙃

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Ive been on a binge purge cycle since halloween gained 2lbs and then relapsed sh (slightly) after over 1.5 years clean so uh.... how is everyone elses' week going?

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Very tempted to purge at costco rn

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Ive been feeling a dangerous urge to binge for days now all because of halloween i wanna die

[Boner🥩 @h0rrormovi3s]

It’s been 5 days without ao3 drop me teach just drop me

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

So aparantly my sisters known for months that i smoke and just didnt say shit because she didnt know if our mom knew and didnt wanna rat me out.
She gets the best sibling award idc

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

I havent even been binging but ive been purging 90% of what i eat i gotta stop i dont need my teeth to rot

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

AT 150.4 RN IM SO CLOSE

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

Unpinning at 150lbs ♡

[♡ Marie ♡ @shiverybones]

@raincandy_ED Oh im sorry :( i still cant weigh myself and i hate it but its okay its all weight we can still lose we lost it before after all