It really does get tiring, mentally. My past sometimes appear in my mind, i guess its minor trauma. The shit I've been through developed this guarded character which I now feel is my protection.
Maybe I'm just here to advocate growth to the younger audience. Cos I didn't have a role model to follow when I was young which taught me how to be self-reliant. I just want to be someone I wish had around in my life.
Seems like the world is against Ronaldo now.
Guess its true when they say "You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain."
People get uncomfortable seeing others put themselves in uncomfortable situations to learn and grow , all while the spectators are too attached to whatβs comfortable to them.
True appreciators of growth would never despise. Theyβd share their excitement.
Singaporeans will only claim when one of them made it in another country. When an athlete/artist was struggling in our own country, they were ridiculed and shamed for their efforts. Fucking toxic.
Singapore is just so damn toxic. Unsupportive af. The fact that few of our artists/athletes have achieved success is no surprise due to lack of moral support from our own country.
Juggling 2 businesses, boxing, marriage, it's overwhelming. Time is always not enough. But I can't complain, i wished for this. God is testing me. I will make it. InsyaAllah
Keeping relationships with people becomes more difficult as we age. We get too busy building for our future. You will lose people eventually. I guess it's normal that not everyone will stay in our lives.
All these mfs getting too comfortable talking shit. I'm done being nice. Ignorance is not always bliss, sometimes it invites more people to think it's okay to talk shit.