tmrw just because i didnt take ANY food pics today and im so sad about that now bc im pledging to b locked in again. had my fun but im not emotionally prepared to see the impact when im able to weigh myself again in TWOOOO WEEKSSSS
starting tomorrow im starting a NEW accountability thread with myyyy aesthetic cute vacation food pics to keep me like. Accountable. i think it could fix me & maybe my budding vacation-induced alcoholism
even fatter life update yesterday i ate several pastries while tipsy. which apparently r stored as pure fat if u eat while drunk bc ur body is burning the alcohol. Like fuck my life
and we havent even gone out for birthday dinner for my friend . Man. stressed outtttt let me browse the menu. god hi this is my lifeupdate. life update of a fatttt fuckingggg chuddddd
need 2 figure my shit OUTTTT & meal plan & eat whole foods insteaf of protein bars and other artificiallu sweetened nonsense & maybe go grocery shopping. goddddd
like i ate way over and im mad as hell but highkey this is still substantially less than my maintenance. girl it's less than my bmr. but i KNOWWW i'll be heavier tomorrow regardless
isnt it like kind of fucked up that if ur calories are low enough then u basically gain a million pounds if u eat anything more. this might not b scientifically backed im just doomposting before the scale guts me in a back alley tomorrow morning
algorithm has decided every other reel gotta b either a disgustingly yummy looking recipe or a ed recovery hopecore vid about things that taste better than skinny. Not falling 4 it leaveme alone