beatrice ✮⋆˙

edtwt ♡｡ cw 73kg (bmi 23s) 𖦹°‧ sw 85kg / cgw 72kg & ugw 55kg ☆༄｡° digidiary or something of the sort

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

72.75 tday but im Lowkey paranoid itll go away so im keeping this pinned for the timebeing

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

unpinning at 72 kg i literally cannot take this anymore

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

MYYY eating accountability thread <3 made under the duress of being fat on vacation

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

tmrw just because i didnt take ANY food pics today and im so sad about that now bc im pledging to b locked in again. had my fun but im not emotionally prepared to see the impact when im able to weigh myself again in TWOOOO WEEKSSSS

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

starting tomorrow im starting a NEW accountability thread with myyyy aesthetic cute vacation food pics to keep me like. Accountable. i think it could fix me & maybe my budding vacation-induced alcoholism

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

the evil & malicious poutine man. Ok wait. maybe an accountability thread could fix me

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

even fatter life update yesterday i ate several pastries while tipsy. which apparently r stored as pure fat if u eat while drunk bc ur body is burning the alcohol. Like fuck my life

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

eating like a pig onmy grad trip so far Omg wtf im stressed tf out

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

and we havent even gone out for birthday dinner for my friend . Man. stressed outtttt let me browse the menu. god hi this is my lifeupdate. life update of a fatttt fuckingggg chuddddd

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

@dollyana_5 IDKKKK i hate it sobad because theyre my fav things ever... i think its js various oils of some kind + added sugar

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

need 2 figure my shit OUTTTT & meal plan & eat whole foods insteaf of protein bars and other artificiallu sweetened nonsense & maybe go grocery shopping. goddddd

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

like i ate way over and im mad as hell but highkey this is still substantially less than my maintenance. girl it's less than my bmr. but i KNOWWW i'll be heavier tomorrow regardless

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

if i gain weight tmrw i will b mad as fuck but itll be the consequences of my own actions lowk

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

isnt it like kind of fucked up that if ur calories are low enough then u basically gain a million pounds if u eat anything more. this might not b scientifically backed im just doomposting before the scale guts me in a back alley tomorrow morning

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

@starveswirl my favs were stupid song expectations anddddd my way... all very unexpected but i js always love a fun little backtrack idc

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

@cruelersoft oh my goddddd nonoomf ur so real it feels like im being stuffed in a massive armpit every time i try and get my steps in

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

algorithm has decided every other reel gotta b either a disgustingly yummy looking recipe or a ed recovery hopecore vid about things that taste better than skinny. Not falling 4 it leaveme alone

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

getting food propaganda every time i open insta omg begone

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

genuinely one fart away from bmi 23

[beatrice ✮⋆˙ @shorelinebea]

i don't rlly mind about not being skinny for the summer but if im not skinny for the start of uni i'll have to kill myself