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21//Ugly//Fat. I want to be bones. UGW: 90lbs or less. Diagnosed with bulimia by an idiot therapist.

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Need to lose 1 stone in 2 weeks... Not gonna happen.

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Hard to believe a few months ago I was genuinely happy... Now, I'm so stressed its making me sick... Both on purpose and involuntarily

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@lil_miss_caf do it! It's the best thing I ever did with my life

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@petiteVSangel pcos... The nurse said I'm likely to be infertile & will always struggle with weight and skin 👍🏼

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Found out why I have a weight and skin problem. Not the news I wanted. 😢

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I need to make some London friends to smoke with.

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It's 420 and I have no marijuana and no means of getting any.

Fucks sake.

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My only way to eat until Friday will be the dates and bananas I keep at work 🍌

Just got to resist the free bread, peanut butter & marmite.

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Leaving my bank card at home all week so I have absolutely no temptations to buy food.

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I'm going on the 2468 from tomorrow to try stop b/p.

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Working myself into the ground. 12 hour days plus 4 hours travelling. Binging and purging every meal (and gaining like a motherfucker 😡)

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@shimmeringdeath haven't smoked for a year and God, I miss it!

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I'm on a downwards spiral but I feel... Happy and ok with it? It feels familiar.

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Almost hit my heaviest weight from getting back into the goddamn b/p cycle again... Fuck this.

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I miss pot.

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B/p cycle starting up again...

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You never fully recover, do you?

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Amy is so triggering when you think you're better...

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Here's a promise to all of you: it gets better. It really really does.

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A few years ago, I was ready for my time on earth to be up. I was crying several times a day. I was so miserable.