https://t.co/RRZqYvzoPW it's been years but my desire for sj to have a happy ending still burns just as strong. i can't offer ships from the get go bc to get there one must first go through the thorns.
....so many thorns.
BUT MY JIUMEI IS WORTH IT. /PROCEEDS TO CRY FOREVERMORE
Xiu Ya and Xin Mo are so pretty, delicate yet deadly, I love their handle too they’re so fitting (and the details on Xin Mo’s blade look like a scarlet trail of smoke I LOVE IT)
i’ve endured too many betrayals and deceptions, those who trusted me were harmed by me. no matter how hard i tried, i could not stop time, in the end… i’m still alone.
feeling upset again bc sj doesn't have a cute nickname/'childhood name' ugh like his name is fkin nine 😿 ik some ppl hc his name to be 玖 jiǔ (black jade) but hear me out... 啾啾 jiūjiū (chirpchirp or kisskiss IK IT'S ONOMATOPOEIA BUT IT'S KINDA CUTE 🥹)