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23. (5’6” 123 lbs) pro-recovery

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do you ever eat something and then pretend like you didn’t just do that because same

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“There is nothing worse than a fight among girls with eating disorders over who is the fattest.” —Jenni Schaefer

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decided that i don’t have a goal weight, i have a goal size

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the box of tissues next to me in the therapist’s office is peer pressuring me to cry

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my period finally arrived 3 weeks late thank god i didn’t fuck up my hormones entirely

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it’s been confirmed greek yogurt is my ultimate safe food

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having an eating disorder fucking sucks

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you know that moment after you eat but before the regret hits

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i’m sick of calories ruling my life why can’t they let me live in peace

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non-ed accounts finding ed twitter and judging us for having mental illnesses and creating a space to share our experiences, feel less alone, find solidarity, validation and comfort in a community of people who share a common struggle? i g2g

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i want to buy a scale that measures body composition and obsess over my muscle and fat percentage rather than my weight

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green tea for dinner tonight cheers, ladies

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making a list on my phone of healthy habits i’d like to work towards like drinking lemon water daily

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my doctor told me that my ed is about vanity … so that’s incorrect

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i literally don’t care what people think of me as long as they think i’m skinny

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ew im getting the urge to skip dinner but i’m trying not to restrict this is rude

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i don’t even realize i have food rules until i try to step outside them lol

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i’m at home for a week so i’m trying not to restrict but i feel bloated all the time