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@axelelotle yes as long as I fully convince myself u have roaches by repeating it in my brain a few times

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alright it’s over I can hate myself less

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I’ve been such a pig truly gluttonous

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@deerlykisses I try to eat low calorie density & protein but just bc it’s easier to stay full that way

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I’m so depressed I wanna purge just to feel something good about myself . I kinda ate like a pig anyways not with intention of purging but ahhh fuck it whatever

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idc if it’s cheating im getting skinny no matter the cost

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lost another 2.6lbs since Thursday so that makes 5.4lbs for the month yay

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@floistinyflower hormones, probably high cortisol. I swear I can tell when my cortisol is high bc I eat air and gain weight. and also usually feel like shit

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I need to lose 15lbs by march 🫩

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

looking at photos of myself at my lowest weight like its my dead wife

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just popping in here to say 1 year out from purging recov and my digestive track is still so fked. I had a cup of soda and had to take an hour long shower to recover from the heart burn and that’s pretty much my life now when I eat or drink anything tbh. also involuntary puking

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happy starvation spring

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forget post-nut clarity… post-poop clarity after days of nothing is so sweet. I can see clearly again.

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finally got results that reason I’ve been in sm pain is an intestine by my gall bladder has been spasming due to ket usage and damage from purging/caffeine/alcohol. good news is I’ve lost weight from loss of appetite and hopefully I can regain health soon w lifestyle change…

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bulimia-ed myself so bad for 2 years that now if I don’t throw up my food then I get miserable chest pain that leaves me immobile and then I envitably vomit all over myself and am forced to lay in it writhing in pain. never thought it’d happen to me but alas

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finally got to weigh at doctors since scale has been broken. 128.0lbs isn’t bad, I’m still around maintenance after I gained for a bit

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I bought 2gs of ket last night from a new guy and he also wants to hangout romantically idk I need to think abt it until I run out of k lol

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gotten 10k steps the last 4 days in a row