⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt

raging bulimic
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[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

my mom simultaneously calling me "model-esque" at my lw and telling me to gain weight is really confusing. clearly she knows I have issues, so why is she trying to reinforce my behaviour :/

as is the nature of an ed, I take this as her competing to be "thinner" than me.

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

all mine 🤤

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

my ed has me feeling like one of these frogs

big body tiny ass 😭

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

no fucking waist bruh

I still feel fat

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@sallayyyy thank you 💛🤍

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

bmi 15s is a weird place to be.

I don't feel very thin at all, but it hurts to sit down now lol

gonna try to speed run to bmi 14s 🫪

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@wonderinglayla ofc ml, you too <3

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@djrexiii ahhh thank you and ofc! ❤️

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@BorEDofSah of course, tysm <3

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

April 2026 -> July 2026

It's not a super noticeable difference. I think I was bmi 17 in the first picture. Do I look like bmi 16 now?

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@DrChristianED Very slim. Please take care 🫂

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

if I'm quite underweight but still bp, am I bulimic or anorexic binge-purge subtype?

I wanna ask my psych but don't wanna appear as a larping anorexic 💀 I'm in treatment for more anorexic tendencies and thought processes, but my diagnosis is bulimia.

no clue what to think

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

omad was a shit ton of beans lol

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@yukiinoms yuki :( im sorry to see that you're struggling right now. Hopefully the antidepressants start working soon? You're taking them to get better, right? Sadly it always gets worse before it gets better with them. Please hold on ml, give them a chance to work🫂

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

calories calories calories on my mind the whole weekend :< I'll be restricting this week.

but lovely memories made from it. Small steps 🫠

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@yukiinoms WELCOME BACKKK

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

bp'd 4 times today

what is life

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@DrChristianED maybe ill see u IP😭😭😭😭 gl soldier🫩

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

@DrChristianED im in the same boat 🫩 restrict and yhe only intake is through b/p. I hope we get through this one day, it really is awful🫂

[⋆˚࿔ Sinno • edtwt @shsinno]

b/p'd twice today but actually consuming this... does this count as my OMAD? I legit vomited till stomach acid but idk how much was digested ://