sleepy

21 | bpd

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

Waiting 20 mins before I run away from home and finally and I mean FINALLY kms but I managed to do this without a blade so it’s kinda impressive

[marinara @kaplanirl]

if I was actually a good person I'd kill myself a long time ago and stop poisoning everything with my existence

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

positive manifestation- everything will be okay

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

sleeping it away

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

will I ever get better at this rate? I’m gwtting impulsive again. I wish it would stop

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

I have a new fp now. He is everything to me. I love him. I drew these about/for him.

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

Saw this the other day, I still miss u

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

got this installed cuz no one trusts me

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

Took a break, my bad

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

New record

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

starved for about 9 hours now. Should I continue or eat?

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

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[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

Finally things are so bad again that I keep zoning out, I remember this, I’m so hyper and erratic rn I’m gonna do something stupid lol

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

I will try to starve all day :> any tips? I don’t do it often #edtwt #starve help

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

I need to be tiny, I feel so fat :(

[sleepy @shtwtsorry]

I went on a train yesterday, literally stared out the window, wondering when I can be stable again. It feels like this is my life forever.. I’m so tired