𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆

29 y.o. / ed + ocd

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

i’m going away for the weekend with friends and in the group chat they’re all talking about where we’re going for breakfast, lunch and dinner on both days.
suddenly i don’t want to go anymore.
i’mma be called out for real

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

it’s been almost two years since i last posted on here. y’all probably forgot about me but i’m back babyyy (i didn’t even recover, just took a hiatus lmao)

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

i just want to be happy is that too much to ask

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

my delulu brain is telling me that they don’t really care, they just want me to gain weight so i’m heavier than them again

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

my friends want me to speak to someone about my ed but i don’t want to, so if someone can tell me what they tell u in therapy so i can pretend i’m going that would be great thanks xox

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

went back to vaping because it’s the only thing that seems to help my sugar cravings. what’s a gal meant to do

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

the guilt from eating is too much today

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

Keira Knightley in Bend it Like Beckham (2002)

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

why does almost every social event have to involve food and/or alcohol. going out with friends tonight and there’s an expectation to eat and drink but whyyy

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

my mum is coming over to my house for the first time in 4 years !! (we live in different cities and i always just go to her house instead) and like i’m stressed that she’s gonna judge me and my inability to clean windows

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

so sick of every little thing being so damn difficult

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

@m0llyssecret ahh thank you so much 🤍

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

going to the hairdressers tomorrow and kind of fancying a bit of a change….what do you think to the wispy bangs/fringe look? (poll below) 💇🏻‍♀️

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

not that anyone was wondering, but i did it

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

pls help me decide !!

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

kinda sad that the only time i feel somewhat pleased with myself is when i go to bed feeling hungry with an empty stomach

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

my friends own a flavoured butter business and this weekend i’ve been dragged into manning a stall selling for them. i can’t even begin to tell you how much of a fear food their butter is for me and now i’ve got to attempt to sell it 🤯

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

big advocate of friends telling friends that they love each other in a platonic sense. i tell all my friends i love them

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

i hate being so forgetful but it makes me an excellent secret keeper (bc i forget what you told me) (also makes for excellent surprises too)

[𖧧˖꙳ sienna °｡⋆ @shutupsienna]

@tinypachirisu happy birthday 🤍🎀