Dee

can we talk some sh*t?

[Dee @shutuupDee]

It doesn’t take time it takes alignment. So stop waiting and start preparing.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Happy Sunday yall 🙂‍↕️

[Dee @shutuupDee]

I have no idea what to make for Sunday dinner … fuck off

[Dee @shutuupDee]

yeah lemme gtf on

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Nice haha

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Feeling a little emotional finally having a drink at stonewall.

The reason P R I D E exists. Because of s black trans woman !

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Where are all the nice Italian boys at?
-loves his mother
-Sunday dinner is sacred
-aggressive but submissive to his love
-can cook
-can fuck

I don’t ask for much!!!

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Okay so projectors are actually cool asf . Buying one for sure. Great date night idea.

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My memory is an issue dawg. I sent a text and got a reply 6 minutes later only for me to be like WHO TF IS TEXTING ME “MORNING PAPI !?!” …. Smfh like what

[Dee @shutuupDee]

I ain’t even do nothing 😂😭😂

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Im B L O C K E D 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Update* he’s being nice to me. We will see how long it lasts 🤏😭.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

You ever texting sb and they texting so fucking fast and you replying fast to the point ya having two diff convos now 😭. Like dude slow down!… ima just tweet this and wait a sec for him to stop .

[Dee @shutuupDee]

I will never skip a “New York /Jersey Italian mother” skit I love them so much haha

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Being aware of this makes me leaps and bounds ahead of who I used to be but… it still feels like a necessary evil. And who knows maybe Prince Charming will understand , maybe he’ll stay, maybe he’ll have what it takes to shut that down without fear.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

And choosing to feel nothing because it’s familiar and safe is part of why I’m here now. But then the cycle repeats itself because that’s when prince charming comes right around the corner. And before I know it I’m this cold shell that can’t show love.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

And I want love, true love, kind love , patient love, real raw love. I always have wanted that.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

My current fear is this feeling of numbness is familiar and comforting. And before I know it I’ll lean so heavily into it that it becomes who I am again.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Anyway let’s yap . So we all know life is about lessons and if we don’t learn then the lesson repeat right ? It’s a cycle. The idea is to break it and progress.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

Wow shinedown album was not goood

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I’m really gonna turn out the next man I’m with so bad . Ima take my time and ease him into the darkness. He gon love it 😈.

[Dee @shutuupDee]

*bites bottom lip*