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self proclaimed ana (recovering from mia) (dni: sh!!)

[shu @shuu_7529]

unpinning at bmi 19 (121 lbs) 🌟

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one more post of ariana grande and i’m buying those mf pesticides idc

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this is probably a bad idea but i’m going back to omad aha who’s w me

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sometimes the only way to sh!t is to binge eat & i stand by that

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am i crazy for being upset at my bf ?

i was debating drinking a protein shake since it was 5:30 pm & i typically eat dinner at 7. he said smth along the lines of “do you think im gonna help fix ur anorexia if i say something like, no get the protein shake it’s good for u!”

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@apricotts_ @ec_lips3 ok but what flavor bc i had sour cherry jam and it was amazing

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@loverillusion oh true i hadn’t considered this

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how does bella hadid not have temporal wasting gen q

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when i do a full day of eating like a normal person and im actually happy energetic and joyful, not miserable stressed and tired

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what does it mean when you’re recovering (eating 1300 cals/day) but over exercising (burning 2300 cals/day)

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btw i haven’t been losing weight bc i never lose

#winnermentality

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@stxr_ad side note i have the same plate as u LOL

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i’m basically back to my starting weight but im so so so exhausted of this life that i can’t bring myself to starve anymore. i’m just so tired. but god i hate being fat again 🥹

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for the next 5 days i’m only eating the number of ACTIVE calories i burn 🤪

for ex, here’s todays stats:

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🥗 chicken caesar salad recipe (dressing included!!)

-2 servings
-156 cals & 22.1g protein per serving
-i sprinkle 2 tsp of parm cheese on top

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how i eat 2 meals/day for <600 cals & 66g protein (sweet treat included!)

a thread 🪡 for #edtwt

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🌟that sums it up! i don’t eat this exact thing every single day, but it’s perf for my high res days :) lmk if you want me to share any of my recipes!

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for those who asked!! :))

[shu @shuu_7529]

how i eat 2 meals/day for <600 cals & 66g protein (sweet treat included!)

a thread 🪡 for #edtwt