once you betray me l, you lose that version you once had of me forever. whether i choose to forgive you or not, you'll never get that same me again and it's not even intentional. my heart won’t view you the same, my soul wouldn’t tolerate you the same and my mind won't ever forget it
i immediately go silent when something upsets me. it's a coping mechanism i have developed over time. instead of expressing my anger or frustration, i simply withdraw and try to process my emotions in private. i prefer handling my problems on my own.