ternyata gw blm se-mature itu buat explaining why do i get so disappointed, why do i feel like u dont appreciate me enough, why do i feel like im worthless, keep wondering "w/o my body & money, would people still be around me?", and why are u so inconsiderate
Heal me on the Day of Arafah, Ya Allah. Heal me so deeply that even my memories stop hurting. Replace the tears in my eyes with light in my heart. Make me forget the words that wounded me and remember only that You are enough for me.
How to respect YOURSELF
• Stop begging people. [Muslim 1053a]
• Think before you talk. [Bukhari 6478]
• Let people think what they want. [88:22]
• Speak to Allah before you speak to people. [40:60]
• Hide your sins. [Bukhari 6069]
• Arrive on time. Leave on time. [4:103]
“But you survived.”
I dissociate, like, a lot. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. I’m far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often.
But yeah, sure. I guess I survived.
banyak orang lagi silent struggle. di luar keliatannya fine, ketawa, jalanin hari kayak biasa. padahal aslinya deep down-nya, lagi capek-capeknyaa bertahan. kalo harimu berat, tarik napas pelan" dan ingat bahwa kamu gak sendirian, semua ini gak selamanya begini kok dan kadang kamu lupa bahwa orang lain juga lagi berjuang diam-diam, termasuk diri kita sendiri.
semoga kamu tetap punya alasan buat selalu tersenyum, meski rasanya gak mudah bgt, dan semoga semua impianmu tercapai. aku tau kamu sedang berproses dan itu luar biasa, semangat yaa!✨
Di suatu negara yang aneh
Negara tropis = buah mahal
Negara maritim = ikan mahal
Negara CPO = migor mahal
Negara SDA = listrik dan BBM mahal
Negara hukum = tunggu viral
Swasembada pangan = beras mahal
Bebas aktif = ikut BOP
Negara religius = korupsi nya banyak, sampai kitab Tuhannya dikorupsi
Semuanya karena sistem yang buruk dan political will yang tidak berpihak rakyat tapi berpihak cepat balik modal dan nambah kekayaan pribadi hehe
Tolerating always turns to resentment. At first, you call it patience, then love. But what it really is, is self-abandonment. Every time you swallow a boundary, excuse a pattern or silence your discomfort, something inside you keeps score. Likes And eventually, the bill comes due.