sian 《edtwt》

ugw: 31kg

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

fuck how do purge. ive been on my toilet staring and nothings working. im too scared to push my fingers down cus im a PUSSY.

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

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[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

i want to be a xxs or xs so badly

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

edtwt intro ☆

- ugw: 31kg / gmbi : 13-14
- 4'10/11 idk honestly
- relapsed
- looking for moots <3

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

"i havent ate anything the whole day" ok. now what. tf u want me say to that? starve the whole week then mf

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

im fat but i keep eating

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

im always fattening out instead of chickening out

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

why do i keep eating

[lynx ⚢ @fIufflepuff]

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[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

saw this super skinny girl at the mall. shes so goals omfg 😕

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

i hate it when i eat at night. i wake up next morning knowing i wont be able to wrap my fingers around my arm.

im such a fatass, i cant control myself

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

MISSING MY LW... despite that the fact i couldnt move and breathe properly anymore, i just looked so much better honestly. my arms were so thin, my stomach was kinda flat, and MY RIBS AND COLLARBONES WERE SO VISIBLE.. not to mention, my chestbones as well!! im coming back lw

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

to all my recovery moots, if you see this please unfollow me. i do not want to trigger any of you, I will be unfollowing some or all my recovery moots. thank you for considering being moots w/ me <3

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

i can't help but i started counting and weighing again. it has become an obsession, ive been binging and overexercising and i dont know anymore. it all went downhill because i couldn't handle how my stomach, actually how I LOOK right now. i look so huge and large.

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

hey guyss, ive been pretty inactive so heres why. i just want to apologize first that i didn't go online at all or bother interacting, ive been struggling. i really hate to say this but i have relapsed. i might make a separate account again or leave for a while.

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

im so sorry ive been inactive, i dont know what happened but all of the sudden i feel the urge to relapse. its getting harder for me and i dont even know why. why are these thoughts coming back? I'll go inactive for a while and hope not to relapse. 🙁

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

@planetcar4van like random candies here at flavoured wafers^^

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

My extreme hunger hit today really hard, I ate so much my stomach feels so full D: but im so satisfied. having full stomach's is not bad. i deserved to eat that croissant, hot chocolate, lots of biscuits, and delicacies

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

@illstayhj thank youu, it was so good💖💖

[sian 《edtwt》 @sianosdrafts]

i ate at a japanese restaurant!! im so happy today, i ate ramen and i was still hungry so i also had pork katsudon!! IT WAS SOO GOODD