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queen of minding my own business

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

what did you think would happen

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

what the fuck do you want from me

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

i often think about returning to my old life

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

don’t see if i’m okay but definitely text her back to make sure she’s good

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

i’m so tired i want to sleep forever

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

i pray to god i’m not being played once more

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

i look at val so happy with jamal and i think damn i was so fucking cheated. of everything.

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

so much pain in the world

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

everyone’s end game is always to wreck me

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

just sad man

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

i think about cutting all the time idk what to do about that lately

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

i’m not here to be number two

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

maybe the reason i know i’ll never be okay with it is because i know you’ll always make sure they’re okay before you make sure i’m okay

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

god my stomach fucking drops every time i see a photo with you and some naked bitch taken while you were cheating on me

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

*dust settles*

is anyone still here

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

I'm starting to fall back into my grade 9/10 habits except this time there's no one to stop me

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

pathetic little nothing

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

no boy has ever approached me do you know how fucking sad that is

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

I wish I knew how to get help. I wish I knew how to not be a disappointment to everyone

[ㅤ @sickbutterfly]

and I wish I could talk to someone about this and tell them everything, from the very beginning, but I can't burden them