rhiannon

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[rhiannon @sickmaus]

6 almost 7 jello shotsin

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

i bought a quad btw im so fucking slow right now i forgot to mention but the taste isnt that bad tbh ive had vapes taste worse than this

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

hi twt!!! ^_^_^ im using hotspot rn to post and stuff atm im still in another state. currently eating more shrooms rn i took a 100mg gummy & a blinker before thjs

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

my doctors like to think that im smart. and tell me thst im smart enough to have discernment and proper concern for men ahhahahahahahaa it manifests into crushing fear and sickness and anxiousness and rage hahahaha😂 im smart enough to make plans to commit suicide too did y know

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

—like its gonna happen to me all over again yes convince me to be fearful and anxious around men!!!!! yes ruin my mental health!!! yes fucking killl me already man i hate this fucking life full of fear and anger and upset because of shit that happened to me in the past

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

i just like love it when my doctors trigger me like yesssss!!!!!!! remind me that i will probably live an even more miserable life full of trauma shame fear and guilt and anxiety!!!! yes remind me that men are threatening to me and show concern that i will be made into a victim—

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

i still find it super crazy that a homeless man is more helpful, thoughtful and compassionate towards me than my own relatives at times

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

I NEED TO HIT MY BONG I GET SO SAD WHEN I STOP DOING DRUGS

mfs when they can only ignore it for so long

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

my therapists and the policemen looked really sad when i was explaining things to them and i dont see those expressions often. i hope they are given strength to handle those kinds of things when they come, it was nice to be empathized with for that short time and i appreciate it

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

me when i feel like im larping my ed so i just convince myself im just stupid

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

I Need to start food posting. I NEED TO. God i love food so much but i hate it at the same time i need to talk w my therapist about this because i dont get it myself. chinese food so good why do i hate myself for eating it every time

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

i havent been taking any of my medications and i have an appointment to talk about medications today ahhhahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahaa!!! im so fucking fucked man im gonna be tortured for all of eternity

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

hi guys ive been so mentally fucked for the past like month i havent been posting but!! i will be doing shrooms soon!! i go to ND today yayyyyyy lots of weed and summer fun!! i’m so excited to fry my brain receptors with possible polysubstance use😋😋😋😸

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

i’m so geekd i love potato salad

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

i take this back i love my plug (not the one on snap) he is very kind and thoughtful i would never curse him. i would probably get struck by lightning if i betrayed him or prayed on his downfall

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

i just walked 5 miles on foot in 99°f weather just to not find my plug and this other one on snap isnt answering me AAAGHHHHHHH CURSE YOU ALL!!!! I HAVE MONEY THIS TIME

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

its bleak

[rhiannon @sickmaus]

drinking modelo and i still miss my ex