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ed diary ౨ৎ

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⋅˚₊‧ unpinning at 50kg ‧₊˚

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@vivisection0 what bmi was this

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the only food gw reward i have is 95lbs and omading a carvery and then my favourite icecream the next week cause they two things i have been dreaaaaming about all year and id be bmi15 itd be met with a 3 day fast but i fear itll be so worth it

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think the weirdest thing about being the lowest ive ever been rn is bones like feeling my back bones against the seat when im driving is so insane to me

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i rlly wonder too what my bf will say when i tell him bout my ed, we live together and thinks im on some diet but ive told myself once im 95lbs i can finally tell him why i’ve been a cunt☺️

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i wonder when ppl @ work will notice my weight like ive lost 25lbs since starting there, i wonder when😙

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im literally obsessed with caesar salads atm its my hyperfixation its so godly😩

[Noor ✭ @Noorthevirgo]

real

[aurora @aenqlr]

how i feel when i eat over 800 cals

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the worry from eating 1020-1080 all week is eating me alive but hey 2 days til i can lower it again😌 plateaus suck but HEY atleast i broke the plateau!

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whats yalls gw for june!

[𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 @sickrexic]

doing rolling fasts until i break out of 119lb jail

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im maintaining eating 800-900 dont know wether to reverse diet or go lower help

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gonna be bmi 16 for summerrr

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@melliekcals im getting oxyshred tmrw im so excited🫡

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@melliekcals “struggle meal” im srry i giggled

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@starforriwoo the after eight😫😫😫

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@n0th1ngh4ppenss oh

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im doing negative net day tmrw wish me luck

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48kg is calling me by my full government name rn