isa✦

i'll take your hand; in any universe, across lifetimes. i'll hold your hand. always.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

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[ᶜʰᵃᵉ @bloominbluz]

aren't they the cutest???☹️❤️
find their directory at:
https://t.co/4UT9v2HVjw

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[ᶜʰᵃᵉ @bloominbluz]

already posted a long-ish rant about this ironic wishlist on my tiktok so I'm keeping it simple here:

look at my cute babies❤️
find their directory at:
https://t.co/4UT9v2HVjw

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[isa✦ @sidereummare]

my feelings for you felt like this stack of chairs — might seem sturdy to the naked eye, but once it toppled, everything crashes down with a loud bang.

or, in layman's terms, it is quite likely for me to crash out when it involves you.

isa, 2026.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

The way i posted this on 1.03AM my time tho... that's one hell of a coincidence😭

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

;; dear my muse,

the unhinged part of me wishes you'd come across these letters.

[ᶜʰᵃᵉ @bloominbluz]

😆😆😆

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

i guess i just want to help you the way you've helped me, and this is the only way i know how to try without crossing your boundaries — though it also meant that the chances of me actually reaching you are closer to zero.

will still take my chances, though.

with love,
isa.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

;; dear my muse,

the unhinged part of me wishes you'd come across these letters.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

admitting that makes me cringe but i don't want to keep saying otherwise because frankly, i do want you to read what i've got to say to you. not because i want to be remembered or other whatnots, but i hope these letters could be of help when nights felt like forever.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

not trying to baby you or something, but... you know, the mirror thing and stuff. telling you that also feels like self-soothing or whatever that's supposed to mean psychologically. just... you're always doing your best, and i hope you always know that.

with love,
isa.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

;; dear my muse,

i wanna pat your head and tell you that you're doing great.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

honestly i do want to get married. though it used to be some lighthearted dream of being closer in age should i have a kid of my own, these days it's more of a wish to be able to come home to someone who actually feels like, well, home.

쑥스러우니까 이만.

with love,
isa.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

;; dear my muse,

i'm still wearing your ring.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

i guess being at the age where the topic of marriage sounds like a blaring alarm at the start of my day inevitably instilled some curiosity about parts of that life; and since i'm not exactly looking, this is the least i could to silence the curious bug in my head.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

i hope when the day comes where you say you've found someone to spend the rest of your life with, my reaction wouldn't be any different. i hope it's still as easy for me to put your happiness first,

because afterall,

we're nothing but strangers.

with love,
isa.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

not gonna lie, first wave that washed over me was a cocktail of undetermined thoughts. i mean, the image of you, hand in hand with someone you'd gaze oh-so fondly at wasn't exactly a friendly blow at my poor heart. not that i hate it — i love 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, but it's just... something.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

à la isa, however, it only took a second for the waves to settle into a familiar wash — something that still places your happiness above all, because no other deserves to receive that kind of peace and warmth i saw in my head other than, well, you.

so i sighed.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

;; dear my muse,

for whatever reason,
my brain had decided to paint a picture of you going on a date in this attire.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

maybe life's not perfect — not that it ever will be, but i guess you've found a way to sit next to that inner tiny gremlin of yours. mine's getting quite unruly again, but hopefully it will calm down the more it catches a glimpse of you.

with love,
isa.

[isa✦ @sidereummare]

;; dear my muse,

i'm just happy that you seem content.