I don’t know if this is shitty to say, but I’m emotionally spent.
It’s so draining meeting and interacting with peoples normal, healthy, families when you’ve never been around that.
I haven’t had a drink in 61 days, but I went to go show love at my friends bar tonight and she made me little fake shots to take with the homies so I could feel included and that made me feel really good. 🥰
Sitting downtown eating at 2am, I’ve seen probably 7 people walking home and they all forgot to take their bar rag off of their pants.
At least it’s not just me. 💀