im toxic af to myself tho .. a person i love can stab me a hunid times & ill convince myself i understand why they acted the way they did .. truth is , some shit just canโt be justified & some ppl really do not fwu the way they portray & idk why i always throw that fact out
Dealing with a toxic relationship with someone for 2 year has already been exhausting now adding a baby to the picture lord ๐ฉ idk if im mentally ready for this.