@EiffelFaiq 2nd situation (friendship): in clique/ group sometimes aku jenis akn auto insecure self doubt like aku doesn’t belong, loser, misfit, leftover (all just in my head) pastu mulalah rasa geli geleman knp org nk kawan dgn seketul aku ni? erkk!
aku ke tepi to keep myself in-check.
@EiffelFaiq sama.
in my situation (crush/lover): aku ni single sejak azali #team4everalone so naturally aku lari sbb rasa kekok & the bigger issue is- aku overly risau cuak yg org tu akn cepat bosan/ nyesal/ murung if/once we end up together.
aku lari to avoid any risk of disappointment.
A typical movie date turned into a random visit to Genting. Dia tiber kata nak pergi, aku onz je. Then we spontaneously decided to spend the night at the onsen hotel after I mistakenly booked a room at Hotel First World for the 17th of August instead of the night itself. Lol.